Archive for June 2023

And This is Why No One Should Ever Trust the USA Government or Country 404 and their Puppet-EU governments again.

Literally never again. Note that the female journalist is Ukrainian. I fully expect she may soon have some kind of unfortunate accident.

And the signed declaration was shown to the African delegates.

How much coverage did any of this get in the West?

Russia has behaved like an extremely patient and forgiving schoolmaster towards the school bully for several decades.

Now it’s time for a proper spanking.

Milo the Freemason Watch

So, as predicted, despite Yankmypoleus being back in the good graces with the absurd YE24 “campaign”, the unmitigated faggotry of his whole “entourage/adjacent/competitors” in the fake Christian/political/right-wing grifter domain has been so toxic for months, that he’s now tried for a few weeks to return to 2013-14 Milo, with pictures of extravagant food, inane commentary and the usual “edgy” degenerate and blasphemous nonsense.

It’s all going predictably for a soon to be 40 year old, ever-plumper and more irrelevant by the day, homosexual.

His followers on Telegram have now dropped below the 25k mark and from the lack of comments, it’s clear a large part of those are either silent bots, dead or uninterested accounts and so on.

Freemasonry: just say no, kids.

Freeze Peach

Both on Gab and at Vox’s blog, the mentioning of Free Speech was discussed and I thought I’d add my 2 cents, which are radically different from probably any of the stuff you read so far, and perhaps ever, in your life.

I was in my early teens the first time I heard of the absolutely idiotic concept of “free speech”. It was at the private school my brother and I went to in Africa that was based on the British Model but had considerable influence and funding, as well as several teachers from America.

Previous to some misguided “teacher” presenting this wholly retarded notion, no normal human being of average intelligence had ever considered this “idea” any more than they would have considered trying to fly from the tenth floor of a building by leaping off it and flapping their arms. This was immediately obvious to me as well as random Africans with an 85 IQ or Scandinavians with 120 IQ. And all of this was when I was still in my atheist or at best agnostic stage. The idiocy of Free Speech has literally nothing to do with blasphemy laws. I mean it may have historically been concocted to corrode them, but my point is that the notion is absurd regardless of if you even have any religion!

I am continually amused at even supposedly “intellectual” Americans and their acolytes going on about this or that “Free Speech” and how it applies to this or that subset of speech… It’s all so ridiculous.

Only a people as naïve and gullible as the Americans could ever have even considered such an absurd idea for a minute, never mind try to espouse it as some kind of cornerstone of civilisation.

It’s such absolute insanity.

Now, I can feel all the yankees and some Southrons too getting all their heckles up, but consider… REALITY!

The reality is not only that certain speech WILL get you killed, but that it absolutely SHOULD get you killed.

Now, you and I may disagree on what kind of speech deserves you getting killed for it, but rest assured that pretty much every normal human will be willing to kill you for certain types of speech. Including (and sometimes especially) the ones that are supposedly all for it.

The classic example I always make is your new neighbour coming to your door, knocking on it, and when you answer it, he happily informs you he is the local pedophile and can’t wait to get his hands on your toddler for a bout of child rape. As far as I am concerned, that’s an instant visit to the nearest swamp, where said pedophile will have gone “hiking” and is never found again.

The waddling Americans are all shouting “I’m talking’ political speech… not…”

Yeah, shut up.

When the politics becomes that the local pedophile should absolutely have the right to rape your toddler, then that politician too, should get a free ride to the swamp hiking trail.

The REALITY is that NO SPEECH, ever, in the entirety of the human existence has EVER been free, nor will it ever be.

Only a literal retard can even consider the concept at all.

So… if this is all a rude shock to you, my American friend, take a seat, relax, open a beer (a real one, not a transgender piss one) and think about it for a minute or ten.

Then say it with 12 year old me, and 53 year old me, and every version of me in between: Free Speech is absolute retardedry. And anyone espousing it should be pelted in the face with Frozen Peaches until he or she repents!

Things Jesus Never Said

As requested by the livestream, here is the meme.

Sunday Livestream about Praying Scientifically

I would like to have a livestream with as much participation from the chat as possible (I don’t care if it’s 2 people or 200) so as to help clear up any issues/confusion/etc based on the last 2 days of posts.

I plan to do this at 5pm Rome Italy time which is 11 am East coast USA.

Less than an hour from now.

UPDATE: The video is here.

Silence is Golden

On yesterday’s post about prayer, and the previous day’s on the problem of evil, an SG denizen made a rather pertinent comment referencing Biblical support for silence being important when attempting to commune with God.

The practical example of course being Catholic monasteries throughout history were talking was not only discouraged, but often forbidden under many conditions.

The reference was this:

Quietness is crucial for communing with Him.

Is 30:15 “For thus saith the Lord God the Holy One of Israel: If you return and be quiet, you shall be saved: in silence and in hope shall your strength be. And you would not”

God Answers in 2 Days Time

I have been very hesitant to write this post for a number of years. Mainly because, generally, when it comes to non-fiction work that I wish to share with others, I tend to have some 20 years of experience in it. The Face on Mars was written at age 26 after an entire childhood and teenage years and all of my 20s obsessed with astronomy. Systema was written after three decades of martial arts, and RTCC was written after seven years of obsessive, intense study, of only a part of Catholicism as it pertains to where/what is actual Catholicism and the real Catholic Church.

This post addresses something I have been studying for a whole decade now, but personally I would prefer to have another ten years of study before I can really make some more accurate statements concerning the science of prayer. That said, I think this information is pertinent and important, so, despite it not being as detailed in terms of data points, repeatability and so on, as I would like, I think it is at a “good enough” point that it would be helpful for many people.

The post of yesterday was basically the foundation for this one. Definitely read the post from yesterday concerning the problem of evil first if you are to make any sense of this one.

I have explained before in video a couple of times and in my book BELIEVE! and also RTCC how prayer works under specific conditions.

The point here is that if you begin to study prayer as an actual scientist —you know, like the last ones that lived, in the late 1800s, who would have approved of my blog’s baroque background, not the current day’s trained, political circus monkeys— you will find that it follows certain parameters.

In summarised format they are these:

  • If you are praying for help: Your request for help should be ABSENT of desire, hope, despair, fear, expectation and so on. In short, difficult as this is to explain, this type of prayer is successful when you hold the wished for outcome inside you (for me it feels as if inside your heart/chest area) but WITHOUT expressly asking, trying to reach for, begging for, yearn for or have self-pity for yourself in the waiting for it. It is extremely difficult to explain in words what the correct approach is, but I hope my description here at least helps guide you.
  • If you are praying for certain people/things/results that are not directly necessarily help for you: The process is not different from above, but there is more “leeway” since your desire/fear/worry is generally lower.
  • If you are praying to connect with God and/or make you a better person: Again, the sensation is usually easier to achieve if you stay in the positive aspect of the wished for improvement. An excited, “looking forward to it” and somewhat mildly expectant (but NOT overly so) attitude towards your better self, is not a bad thing. Your hard-wished for desire and impatient awaiting of your new “powers” is NOT good and will not produce results.
  • If you are praying for God to show you the way: Especially during particularly difficult times or events, tragedies, and so on. It is imperative to keep the right, fear and pain-free attitude mentioned above in the first point. Of course, this is extremely hard to do. This is where actual faith, not the “blind” faith people pay lip service to, but real faith, an intrinsic sense that even through the tragedy of pain that you are sensing in this moment, God does love you and there is some kind of good that will ultimately result, and acceptance of God’s Love knowing best even if you can’t understand it and would likely be even raging against such a thing, is very, very important (and of course almost impossible to do if you are experiencing massive grief and so on). The ability to stay inside yourself in communion with God (for me wordless, sensing and not talking, nor even verbalising internally is best, except maybe for a few words at most, is best) is the main thing. And a genuine trust that eventually it will make sense. God will show you the Way, not as a forced idea, but rather, a surrendering trust in His mercy and love, is pivotal.

What I have tentatively discovered in these ten years, is that if you perform prayer correctly, it is almost always answered, and in “emergency” cases, usually within 2 days.

The 2 days timeline seems to be real and true not just for me but in general. John C. Wright, the notable SF writer had a similar experience of 2 days. I did multiple times under different but difficult conditions, and it appears that others who understand this method or stumbled upon it by chance also get the 2 days effect.

The first time this happened to me was on the 3rd of March 2013, after a completely emotion/desire/hope/fear/expectation free request made after not having slept since the previous 26th of February. I had made the request, almost as a throwaway “ask” but with no contempt, self-pity or anything like that. I had reached the very bottom of the barrel and in that moment after 5 days of mental torture I don’t wish on my worst enemy, I had simply asked something like: “Oh, yeah, spirits, ancestors, God, whoever, or whatever is or may be out there, if you can help me, please help me.”

I had forgotten about it five minutes later. Two days later I had the almost literal Road to Damascus moment that proved to me beyond any doubt that God exists, is Love and knows every single one of us utterly intimately.

Up to that point, I didn’t even believe in “God” as such, just at best a vague, intelligence behind creation, but certainly not one that could possibly concern itself with the details of my utterly insignificant existence in a Universe with over a trillion starts per Galaxy and trillions upon trillions of Galaxies.

The subsequent discoveries concerning God, actual Catholicism (Sedevacantism) and so on, surprised no one more than me. Of all the religions on Earth I had studied previously, Catholicism in my mind was second only to Islam as the worst possible religion any sane person could believe in. And yet… here I am. God has a truly funny sense of humour.

So, if you are in the midst of despair, hard times, demonic oppression, or whatever it is, and need help, I hope the above guidelines help you get in touch with God and His Mercy and Love.

Feel free to post a comment or ping me an email a couple of days from now if it works.

God bless you and keep you and help you every one.

This Meme is Gold!

At the risk of being the guy that explains the joke and ruins it… I do so after it.

It’s brilliant because it ties in very much with my own sense of things, as well as Adam’s brilliant post here.

It’s true that if forced to choose between Nazis and the current child-mutilating woke scum reality of Hollywood whores like Megan Fox that abuse their own children I’d be slotting my PPK or Luger in my holster and donning my shiny jackboots in a flash, but frankly, I’m sure not a fan of the Nazis either. Never have been.

Recent truths about history may have put them in a slightly better light than “the most evil fuckers that ever lived” and given that position to the Jewish Bolsheviks and their kind, but as a general rule, I was never a fan.

Adam makes the point better at his post, so go read it there.

What’s that you say about Megan Fox?

Oh… not much, just…

The Problem of Evil

I don’t mean in the spiritual/existential sense, since I already addressed that fully in BELIEVE!

Unlike C.S. Lewis that in typically British fashion beats around the bush for a whole book without ever really dealing with the issue in a decisive manner. From a logical perspective, in that sense, the problem of evil is trivial to consider: it is the inevitable result of free will. If you consider the syllogism:

1. God is Love

2. Love cannot exist without Free Will

3. Free Will results in imperfect actions and evil actions

The fact that God can (sometimes in very mysterious ways, sometimes in miraculous ones and, presumably, sometimes, in ways we learn only after death) make good come out of even evil acts further shows that despite free will, He, ultimately, and without tipping the scale of Free Will, aims to the Good, always.

But what about how evil plays out in the here and now, in your immediate life or mine?

How to deal with that?

One answer for all situations doesn’t fit. Because there are as infinite a number of evils as responses to it.

My personal view of intractable evil, such as pedophiles, serial killers and psychological vampires that ruin lives is pretty much that a properly ordered society would burn them at the stake and scatter the remains in the local bog.

But most times in our lives, the evil we face is insidious, fog-like, and carried out by wholly human agents, with no need to assume demonic possession.

It’s the bureaucracy put in place by those minions of Satan, lawyers and politicians.

It’s the rampant wokeism and feminist zeitgeist.

It’s your own ego, spinning in the darkness of your petty heart, telling you, you are being hard done by and everyone else is to blame.

Biblically, whether we are persecuted in reality, by actual enemies, or have misfortune befall us, like Job, or whether we ourselves, through our own errors or bad judgement or greed or selfishness or whatever other sin, the answer to our misfortunes is always essentially the same.

We are told, in essence to:

1. Confess our sins – admit the truth of your own part in whatever the situation is.

2. Submit to God – This is the hard one, and most misunderstood, because slightly different depending on part 1 above. Let’s see the differences:

If you are the perpetrator of bad things, this means facing and accepting your own badness, evil, if you like, error, selfish, envious, lazy, etc etc as being a motive force in the shit you now find yourself in. That’s a hard thing for most. Impossible for many. Then, if you do manage it, you need to fully repent. What this means, internally, is a genuine sense of regret, wish to atone, make amends. Sometimes it will be too late to make amends or atone in the world and then we must just learn the lesson and never again repeat the error. That last part is the real key. And it forces needed change ON YOU. Not on the world, your wish for revenge, justice, etc

If you are the sufferer of unjust crimes or fates, the instruction, (see Job) is the same, to thank God for your troubles, and calmly ask for mercy and understanding, because in some way it has a purpose, or even if not, one will emerge, by the Grace of God. Of course, the instinctive reaction is that such thinking is tautological. No matter what happens, God is good and you are a flawed human, so suck it up. Doesn’t sit well with most people. The thing is, if you assume for a second that this really is the case, and act accordingly, you will have a qualitatively different experience than if you do not. One you can’t experience without actually doing it honestly.

3. Pray and wait as you walk – Prayer should be more of a connection to God, a meditation, not a supplication and begging. It can be, occasionally, but should not be the main aim of your prayer generally. And await the truth to descend on you in due course. The waiting is personally the hardest for me and feels like Hell. It is only slightly improved by submitting to God, but any improvement is totally worth it, so I try. And in that submitting, sometimes, you catch glimpses of something approaching that love-world reality I have mentioned before.

My aim is to try to live in that love-world reality. I don’t know if I will ever be able to do so, but one can’t achieve anything if one doesn’t try. I think in that love-world place, perhaps, one has a different and better way to approach the evil that is in the world and that befalls us daily. At least, this is my sense, and my only consolation when truly bad things happen.

It is, once again, astonishing to me, how if one merely understands and uses the Bible, the answers it provides are very practical and work on human problems we deal with daily.

UPDATE: Tony Lowe suggested the below, which is a very good addition to this post. Regardless of if any “Shadow Council” members are involved or not, as I always say, if the model works, and provides useful gains, use it.

A related thought about prayer…

When we are suffering through life and trying to endure in patience, whether they come from ourselves or otherwise, one will experience lots of thoughts, feelings and inclinations that encourage them to fear, despair, misery, sloth or just straight up living in sin.

One can begin to regard such suggestions as if they come from a shadow counsel of figures who do, in fact, hate you.

When they give their suggestions we can then consider: what would these counsels actually be like if a good spirit spoke them? What might God say to this? Or, of course, we can straight-up ask Him, laying all of our doubts and darkness at His feet: “This is what the counsels are saying… what do You think of this? What would You have me consider?”

That isn’t to say that such a practice will always dispel our fear or unease (nor should it, necessarily) but it does allow each occasion of doubt to become an occasion of learning, understanding and fuel for patience.

On a personal note of this very important point, different personalities may fare better or worse with different approaches. My own combative nature can sometimes more easily be “dragged” into a “fight” of the will by said “shadow council” which usually has only temporary good results, and then returns to a rather dark place, sometimes more so than before. The prevailing trap here is anger which can lead to rage.

Prayer at such times is difficult for me, as it seems to me a weakness, a kind of whining or begging when things are not going our way.

One technique that has worked somewhat better and which, I think, if I can master, would become really very powerful, is to simply try to remain in God’s Grace, in silence. It’s a difficult thing to describe in words, as it’s a wordless internal activity for me. It is almost a drawing of your own magnetic field inside yourself, as if trying to pull it all in, into the centre of my heart or chest. And to try to remain still there, with no fear or sadness or anger, just a kind of… trust… a faith I suppose. A sense of knowing you’re in the right place and something to prove it will eventually come along.

It too doesn’t last too long, but it can make the hours pass better, and falling out of it is not as corrosive as the “fight of will”. The prevailing trap being a sense of loneliness, abandonment, or self-pity, which can lead to despair if allowed to persist. My tendencies to self-pity are far less likely than my tendencies to anger, so, for me at least it is more useful. Perhaps it is different for others, but personally I think not, I think this way is superior to the “will to fight”/

I think, in my humble opinion, it may be the beginning of actual, effective, real faith. At least that is my preliminary consideration.

The Redditt Exodus

Apparently Reddit has gone dark on many of its groups because reddit has banned third party apps from being used to… see(?) or use(?) reddit? I’m not sure, some reason anyway.

As a result apparently 4chan has been having an influx of reddittors going there instead for their entertainment and 4chan is dropping redial nukes all over the place.

Most are spot on, a few total nonsense, but it is definitely a place that will shift some people’s perceptions.

If you want to dive into the underbelly, here is a link. Enter at your own peril.

And a promos of nothing, here is just one of the types of entries you may find there:



4Chan may be the last refuge of the early 90s geeks and programmers who shared code openly and freely under the banner of:

“Information Wants to be Free!”

That may well be so, I think so anyway, of course, with freedom, as with being free in the jungle, you need to be conscious of what information you want to investigate and perhaps consider and which you do not. Surprisingly, that decision, often is not one you make freely, but rather, based on what you have been told from a young age, regardless of whether it was true or not.

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