I have written before about the general fatigue of:
- The War (Ukraine, Iran, whatever) ultimately it’s always Israel and its puppets starting them.
- The financial crash/incoming doom, etc.
- The utter bullshit produced by the mainstream media.
- The fact almost all of the things you have been told about history are lies.
- The fact our real history is FAR more awesome, interesting and also infuriating.
- And that yes, it is the Jews, and yes, they are a pernicious and evil tribe of mass murdering pedophiles, as it clearly states in their Talmud. Don’t take my word for it, read it, here is a primer, and then dig into every evil shitty thing going on now and see who is at the root of it.
But… you being terminally online isn’t fixing or changing any of it. So you get depressed, despondent, tired. No compelling future is what destroys your will to live.
Now listen up, because there IS a way for you to get that joie de vivre you are currently lacking, but it is not something you will get for free, or without actively working at it.
Here is the basic formula.
First of all you need to have target that is MUCH bigger than yourself. It doesn’t matter if it’s not achievable in your lifetime, in fact that might be better, because it will make you work towards a goal that will make things better for your progeny.
My Target
Get completely rid of the evil pedophiles running this planet and ensure they never again get any kind of power, build systems and communities that can resist then eventually defy and overthrow them and put in place safeguards based on absolutes of Catholic Virtues like courage, honesty, fortitude, humility, service, accountability and so on. Yes, I absolutely plan to create a Catholic theocracy, but if you think the Vatican, has Catholics in it, or Bob is the Pope, you are SORELY mistaken and have absolutely no idea what I am talking about. If you do want to know, you can read Harold Lamb’s The Crusades , and if you want to go into more depth about actual Catholicism today you can read my own books, Believe! , and Reclaiming the Catholic Church . The Catholicism I belong to is the same one Bohemond had in 1095 AD, or Jean Parisot de Valette had in 1565 AD. And it is balanced by Clergy who leads the general direction of humanity, the nobility that protects and fights for it, but also corrects or gets rid of the corrupt clergy, as the clergy denounces corrupt nobility, and the laity that can revolt and take out the corrupt nobles, or clergy once enough discontent has accumulated. No system is perfect, but the hierarchical nature of Catholicism, which is the ONLY actual Christianity that ever existed, has created without shadow of a doubt, the most complete cosmology of spiritual beings, the best human societies ever created anywhere, and absolutely predominantly values the individual and gives him great freedom while compelling enough social conscience that acts of criminality, social degeneracy and so on, are curbed by both the general society surrounding it and the authority of the Church, the enforcing of the nobility or non-clerical offices, and even the common laity. But above all I am for the removal of the evil bastards who eat and rape children that run our world right now. That’s my target. I am not saying it has to be yours, but it would be good if all those of us who have it start to band together, quite aside other issues. The ultimate aim is to be able to create a world where technology is limited to what is useful for the individual and control by any government is absolutely limited, your cash is not tracked, video surveillance is genuinely used only for guarding things that need it or by private persons that wish to have it for their property, and you are free to work, live and eat more or less what you want. For example, while I am a Catholic, I have no issue whatever, if in the privacy of your own home, you like to get buggered by your same sex “partner” and believe other things far from my own beliefs. What I absolutely DO have a problem with is if you begin to advocate for your degrease behaviour to anyone else. And certain religions that have it as a part of their belief that raping children is ok, like Judaism and Islam, have absolutely no place in any nation of mine. Even so, I have no problem with Jews staying in Israel and Muslims staying in Muslim countries. If you visit my Catholic country though, woe betide you if you don’t follow our rules. Oh, and the death penalty for certain crimes is mandatory in actual Catholicism. That’s just a brief overview. The point is, have a philosophy, a target, a vision, greater than yourself. Don’t worry too much about how to get there, but do make sure it is realistic. Many people think my own vision is absurd, but there is absolutely no reason why a hardcore Catholic religion cannot be absolutely viable in the future. If you need some inspiration read The High Crusade .
1. Have a variety of compelling futures.
It doesn’t matter if right now you are ugly, broke, fat, old, sick, or young, good looking and healthy. The thing you need as a human being is the concept of being able to look forward to something good in your life. And not one but several. Some aims:
Bigger ones
- Get married
- Have children
- Buy a property (ideally rural and with no property taxes)
- Get into political office so you can actually change things (beware the corruption)
Intermediate ones
- Get fit
- Learn a skill or trade
- Build your own anti-fragile business
Smaller ones
- Learn a skill
- create a small side-business
- buy and learn to use firearms
- do some gardening to supplement your food supply
- eat healthier
Just remember that all your smaller goals will not have much energy behind them if you don’t have a bigger one to aim for. If you read here, the four big ones listed above should cover about 80% of you. At least. Now maybe you want to be an Olympic champion (if you still believe in that stuff). I get it, if I had remained in Europe instead of living in Africa from about age 19 on, I could have gone to the Olympics with fencing. I did have a natural talent for it. Do I regret it? Not really. I do wonder if I had the time and possibility, how I would have fared, and have a little tiny bit of nostalgia for it, but ultimately, that trajectory might have put me on such a different road that I cannot in any way even begin to guess what it would look like, and on. its own it was certainly nowhere near enough of a goal to sustain me. And my life now is not easy (if your life is easy, you are either not doing enough, are a lazy creature living off your parent’s earnings, so are spoilt, or are mostly parasitic and/or an NPC of no consequence), but I love the fact I have six children and live in a fairly isolated rural village in Italy.
The point her sis try to understand your own internal motives, what matters to you? What do you want to achieve? That future may not be immediately available, but there is nothing you can’t do with dedication and patience while remaining focussed on it.
2. Work Them.
Write it down if you have to, but make it a priority to always be aiming in the same direction. Breaks will happen. Accidents will happen. Life happens. Bad shit happens.
When it does, get up again and carry on. Easy? No. Necessary? Absolutely.
So your marriage crashed. You lost a leg in an accident. Some other horrible shit. Get up and carry on. If not for yourself dedicate it to someone or something else. Try to pick something that matters to you. Humans are ALL flawed, we all are. We fail, we break, we die. So you don’t need to worry too much about how much you are suffering. 90 years from now, I assure you, your problems will all be over. And much less for some of us that are over the half-century mark. So what else you got to do while you are here? You may as well work your ass off at something meaningful and take the blows of misfortune or intentional evil as they come, roll with them as best you can and fight back. That’s what life is.
3. Have Faith
I was not a Christian until I got baptised in 2017. I was 47 years old. Does that mean I didn’t have faith before this? No. I did. I always had faith.
Faith in what?
That it can be better. That I can be better. That what I feel in my heart is true and worthwhile, no matter the lies of everyone around me telling me otherwise.
True love exists despite humans being flawed rat-like scum in so many ways.
Truth matters. Honour Matters. Selling out Matters. Being a Coward matters.
BELIEVE! You weak, broken-down, fucker. And stand up. Stand straight. Stop whining. It doesn’t help. Crawl if you have to, but go forward. Built. Create. Continue. Death will come to you soon enough. Leave a mark before it does. Build something. Be someone. Do something.
What I will tell you, is that while I never lost faith, even in my very darkest moments, it was in fact, my VERY darkest moment that made me finally see God, or at least as much of it as I can perceive truly. And that kind of experience, the classic road to Damascus moment, cannot ever be denied or swept aside or ignored. It is a permanent realisation of reality as much as seeing the truth of something finally after you lived in the lie. It can’t be undone. And my experience of God, and His Love and Generosity, sense of Humour, and so on, is so transfiguring, that I can never deny it or doubt it again. And I will tell you, that being a hardcore Catholic (1958 Totalist Sedevacantist) —which, by the way, just means being a Catholic as Catholics have always been up to 1958, when Satanists took over the Papacy and usurped most of the physical as well as intellectual and religious practices of Catholicism— has made having faith SO much easier, lighter and deeper. The analogy I use is the one of being a man that lived for 43 years in no-man’s land, fighting everyone, and living and surviving in the muddy craters of mortar impacts. You can get used to anything, and like that Japanese guy who “fought on” for decades after the war ended, I even had periods of peace and serenity, but the fight to retain your integrity, your honour, dignity (I never cared for external forms of it, but my own internal sense of it) is constant. Then I saw a light in the distance and eventually I entered a side of the War. I now had a trench, food, companions, fresh clothes, a uniform, ammo. It’s a whole different kind of spiritual war now, one I am much stronger to deal with than I ever was before, even if before, by the views of others, I was thought of as some kind of terminator that never stops or gives up. Well… they had seen nothing yet, even if my general countenance is now more relaxed than it was before. So… you may want to look into 1958 Sedevacantism. I linked Believe! further up, and many people converted to it after reading that short book. You may want to at least have a look, it’s not like any classic work of theology you have read before. I wrote it as if I was writing to someone like me before I had my road to Damascus experience.
4. Get Offline
Yes it’s ironic I am writing you this online. But no it doesn’t matter. The point is have and build a life in the physical world. I have a farm. When I cut wood for winter, or drive the tractor, or get my trees pruned, or organise for a bee guy to have his hives on my property, it’s in real life. When I make friends, yes it often is because someone contacted me online first, but then they have become friends in real life. The Ice Spartan has been here since February I think, and he’s now probably going to do some work together with me. I only associate with people I want to. I don’t allow invasion by people that are on a different wavelength from me. Nor do I have any time for psychic vampires. They are quickly dealt with in a way that ensures they will not return.
That’s basically it. So sit down with yourself and figure it out. Then act on it.
5. Last Caveat
Be aware of, but ignore the great distractions. If you are not in Iran or Ukraine being bombed, it doesn’t matter to you. Sure, fuel prices will go up, so will food prices and you may want to grow your own food, but don’t waste energy on that stuff. Take control of your immediate world. Your stressing out, or just being hooked into the drama of world events does absolutely nothing to feed you energetically or improving your situation. So take care of yourself and your immediate surroundings and for the most part, completely ignore the rest.
This post was originally published on my Substack. Link here






