Sigma Husband Issues

A central aspect of Sigma men is the focus on efficiency and effectiveness, though not without an approach that is flexible, sometimes so much so others can’t understand why or how it works. Not to mention the fact it may also at times be socially unacceptable.

Excellent in military endeavours, hunting (people or animals), a bunch of activities.

Not so good if you are the wife of one and on the receiving end of his approach to doing things.

I have mentioned before, as an example, that when my wife says things like: “I’m basically ready to get in the car now,” in normal male language it usually means anything from:

• I will still be 15 to 20 minutes, to,
• The Earth will rotate fully throughout another age of the zodiac.

Now, when I say “I’m ready to get in the car,” I have keys in hand and am moving towards the front door. To… SHOCKINGLY, get in the damned car.

Now the issue is that women (see the dual brain post) reference almost everything (including the weather, cosmic events, the rule of law) as being central to, created for, done in the exclusive service of… THEMSELVES. And attach all their emotions, self-worth and intrinsic value as a human being to it all. If it rains when they wanted to wear a sundress it’s because God hates them. And they will hate God for it. And since he’s not around physically they will usually blame their husband for it. 1

And Sigma men, especially when describing processes, methods, and concepts are referencing the objective Universe. And usually nothing besides that.

You can see how this goes…

SM (Sigma Male): “Darling, can you clean the gigantic mess of foodstuff you make when you attempt to do what you call “cooking” as you go along? You know, instead of try to do it either before you sit down to eat with us, so your food gets cold and we are uncomfortably waiting for you while you helicopter over the entire kitchen area, or after, when it has encrusted itself in every corner of the home?”

NW (Normal Woman): “Oh MY GOD! You evil bastard! You hate my cooking! and you are SO ungrateful! I took 14 hours to prepare this curry, you son of a bitch! You are so rude!”

SM: “14 hours? Wow. That makes it worse. I can do it in about 53 minutes. Also… doesn’t address the issue I mentioned. You know, the cleaning? It would be good if you listened better too.”

NW: Issues divorce papers the next day.

Now… for the sake of making the point, I may have dramatised the situation a little, but not by much.

It is not that the SM is a completely heartless bastard. It’s just that logically, he has determined a better way of doing anything he cares about in a way that, when compared to most people, will have achieved a level of functionality in his domain that is hard to beat or even keep up with. Especially if he has lived alone for any length of time.

And when he tells you your way of doing X sucks donkey balls in a summer heat, it’s not because he hates you, is trying to ridicule, or humiliate you. It’s because, objectively, the way you do X sucks donkey balls in a summer heat. That’s it.

Now, you may think (especially if you are a fragile gamma or omega) that the Sigma is just being harsh and hard on you and trying to put you down etc. But that is not the truth of it (in most sane Sigmas I ever encountered anyway). And if there IS a sting, it would generally be limited to when they have repeatedly told you how to do X better and you have kept ignoring them. At that point, yeah, they may well begin to make fun of your obvious stupidity. I mean, hell, if you can’t educate the monkeys, you may as well entertain yourself at their expense.

Here is an example of when *I* was educated on how to do something better (one of many, many, many examples). I was sparring with a a third dan, and a good instructor by the way, when I was a mere green belt. 2 The man mentioned to me twice that I was leaving myself open by having a posture that was too far forward and focussed on attack. I didn’t understand what the hell he was talking about and carried on doing what I was doing. At the next start of the sparring session he foot swept me so completely I ended up landing on my side, and rather heavily since my legs had been flipped to about waist height.

I landed hard, sprang up back to my feet and instinctively bowed and said “Thank you Sensei!”

He was mildly taken aback too as this was not the usual response he got from anyone who he had just sent ass over kettle. Looked at me and asked: “Do you understand now?”

“I hope so.” I said. And I had. His next attack (another quick footstep) a couple minutes later did not connect.

My saying thank you was genuine. It was not put on. It was not trying to ingratiate myself with the man. It was a simple understanding of what he had been telling me. Finally I had grasped what he meant. Sure I landed hard, bruised my hip, elbow, maybe my ass too, I don’t recall, but THAT was not important. It wasn’t about my physical incolumity, or the indignity of being dumped on my ass by a good technique. None of that mattered. I was here to learn how to fight, or at least spar. And he had just shown me a weakness I had. One I never again repeated after that, having become pretty immune to foot-sweeping for the most part.

Whether in a working environment with soft, squishy, inept humans, or in a relationship with a woman, the natural tendency of a Sigma male to ignore feelings, emotions, and possibly physical discomfort in order to prioritise effectiveness and efficiency, tends to result in human drama that is irritating to him, and most times not even understandable to his way of being.

At a biological level this is pretty much incompatible with most women for a life-long or even just generally long-term relationship.

Women that can tolerate this kind of man are few and far between, and there is a tendency (over time) for them to feel inadequate, which in most cases is objectively false, since the requirements a SM can expect are (by most foolish, weak, inept humans, you understand) invariably quite far above the normie ability level.

So, once agin, women enamoured by a SM, it would help you a lot if you can focus on the logic and the facts instead of your emotions.

And Sigmas: Your wife or girlfriend is not Lara Croft with a touch of Sgt. Rock from Easy Company when things get hard. As with all women, she needs tenderness and some human connection beyond the functional.

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I had a conversation today with a reader that is certainly an effective individual, has a achieved a rather rare position in his life and is certainly not averse to DOING; instead of sitting around, thinking about having a conversation, about possibly making a list, of approaches that one might take, heading towards the doing of a thing.

We spoke briefly about AI and its hallucinations, and he mentioned how he could not get the AI to count to 50,000 for a task, and it would only produce 10 to 12,000 of the items asked for the task. The task itself was trivial in the sense that it was not pivotal whether the Ai produced 50,000 blue widgets or green ones, but inevitably, it only produced no more than 12,000 when he corrected it multiple times. The whole thing a total waste of time, and possibly he might have wasted less time if he had done the task himself.

I have certainly encountered the issue long before AI became a thing. When I studied civil engineering, drawings were still mostly made by hand by draftsmen. This meant a revision would take time and cost money and human labour. Today, they issue drawing revisions constantly, and the buildings are not any better for it, nor are they built more efficiently except possibly by those who really DO leverage the technology mercilessly.

But to give you an idea of how bad things are, concerning the events of the great siege of Malta (from wikipedia):

Expecting another Ottoman invasion within a year, the new Grand Master, Juan de Homedes , ordered the strengthening of Fort St. Angelo at the tip of Birgu , as well as the construction of two new forts, Fort Saint Michael on the Senglea promontory and Fort Saint Elmo at the seaward end of Mount Sciberras (now Valletta ). The two new forts were built in the remarkably short period of six months in 1552. All three forts proved crucial during the Great Siege.

Fort St. Michael

Fort St. Elmo

Not exactly shacks.

Now compare this to a 9 stories commercial building in the heart of London I worked on, with all the modern machinery, which took over a year to complete. And that was with a really efficient workforce and organisation.

And remember these guys did it in the 1500s.

The upshot of our conversation was that he concluded that because today we have the ability to(only exponentially grown in the last couple of years) to forever have another iteration at practically zero cost, it causes an inability to make a choice.

And I realised this is true. From everything to relationships to building anything at all.

Swipe left as there could be a hotter guy on the next slide. Redraw a detail seven times then go back to the original either way. And that doesn’t even factor in the time lost revising the work.

I have often thought that if I can get my oldest (and coolest) typewriter to work properly, I would write a short novel on it, then scan the pages with OCR and put it up as a book. I wanted to see if doing that would actually force me to pay more attention to typos or grammatically weak sentences more; and in so doing produce a finished work faster than the possibility of endless revision.

I decided against it primarily because I don’t know where I could get the typewriter properly reconditioned. And also because I do fairly little revising myself. But one day… I will try to measure this and find out.

Our ability to have. almost infinite choice DOES result in us simply often NOT doing anything.

And this is where the Pareto principle comes in. Aim to DO something regardless of “perfection”, which is unachievable anyway, and if you get 80% done right(ish) then celebrate your success.

Ask that girl out. You may get shot down, but you won’t get shot. The worst “No” I ever had was still a polite no. usually framed as “I have a boyfriend.” And not asking will result in 100% failure rate. Those who ask eventually get. You might not get the 10 of your dreams, but you’ll eventually get someone that is stable and good for you.

Take that chance (not ridiculously crazy) at learning a new skill, or taking on a new job, or trying a new dish. Life is more fun if you DO.

It will also teach you to MAKE A DAMNED DECISION! Which is in essence what life is really about. Making decisions. One after the other, in an endless chain until you die.

I see posts on Substack giving “advice” to “people” who are “afraid” of failing at writing on Substack, so they tell them to write blog posts for a year and have them all scheduled for publication so they can have a buffer of time to become regular bloggers.

It’s absolutely idiotic.

I almost never re-read a post and as a result have some typos, or a missed punctuation here and there. So what? Just git’er DONE!

Especially you younger guys with an aversion to the written word. READ more. Read the Illiad. Read the Odyssey. Read the Lord of the Rings. Read Tarzan. Read decent books. Yes, actual books. And no, I am not going to explain why that’s important. If you DO it, you will figure it out yourself in due course.

Stop over-thinking everything and DO!

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As usual, the slow ones get left behind, as is one of my mottos, but there are still some 20 hours left if you want to take part .

Anyway, here is my take on it all:

Most of my readers thing I have interesting takes, which is an excellent result, I honestly didn’t think I would get. Age wise more than half are middle aged, so essentially mostly Gen X with a few (unusual) Boomers that might not deserve the night of the pillow, and only a few of the under 33, that is Millennials and Zoomers. Possibly this is due to those cohorts being composed mostly of illiterates that relate to the written word similarly to how a troglodyte from 7,000 BC might relate to “magical” kanji from Japan.

It’s a little disappointing, because I sincerely write mostly for younger men, to try and help them navigate the absolute swamp of lies, bullshit, and oppressive controls they were already born under that are only intensifying. BUT… you GenXers… it’s your DUTY to help those poor enslaved souls that came after us towards the light of rebellious freedom, and hopefully torching of everything the WEF and their pedovores and Talmudic masters stand for.

There are apparently at least a dozen or more women that read the blog, which is nice. I expect if they are not hate-readers that they form roughly the percentage of women capable of at least momentarily putting their solipsism aside and reasoning with the left brain instead of strictly the right side. And this should confirm to the incense out there that there remain plenty of decent ones available. 1

And none of my readers appear to be mentally ill, which means that my practice of summarily banning the crazies without warning is working.

Lastly, we can tell the most about my readers from the last question. Here it is:

1. Most are Americans (Colt 1911)
2. Older/middle aged (Colt 1911/SA Colt)
3. Traditional (Colt 1911/.357 Magnum/SA Colt in .45 LC)
4. Male (guns: yes)
5. Sadly, about a third of them are “spray and pray” types (High Capacity 9mm)

You might disagree, on that last one, but hear me out.

You’re teleported to a random point in the past, which means you probably lose contact with everyone you know. You may quite likely end up in a time when guns didn’t even exist, and your first concern is to be fearful enough that “high capacity” is your first concern? Unless you are a woman, this is inexcusable.

I mean, for a start caliber size means almost nothing, as I have explained in detail before . So the only justification for selecting a high capacity 9mm is fear.

I mean, sure, there could be some “guy” transitioning on hormones or something that truly “likes” the plastic 9mm things, or maybe you really are that freak with a full metal custom staccato with compensator who has it because he watches that freak of nature Pew View… BUT… unless you ARE the Pew View guy 2 … I am calling your choice borderline suspect homosexuality.

Why?

Think about it. Firstly, the fear factor: Wanting to have extra shots in a time of history where that is almost certainly not going to matter since most of the people will be scattering like flies after the first few round 3 can only mean you are afraid.

Secondly, you will be teleported to a time where you will no longer have any connection to anything you know except for this gun and an infinite amount of ammo for it. And what do you take? A gun that means something? Something with “relic” power? Sentimental and historical value? The much-loved Colt 1911? The Colt Python in .357 magnum? A brand new, sexy, Single Action Revolver so you can feel like a cowboy all the time (and might even BE in that era?). No. You forego any relation to tradition, family, home, love, and God! And instead you go for a plastic high capacity 9mm. You may as well be a filthy communist denying all of history!

Thirdly, the only other types that pick that one are “operators”. That is civilians, or Law Enforcement guys, who however have NEVER seen a firefight, but have ALL the gear, all the theory, and all the gizmos, none of which really make much of a difference in real life. These are basically the closeted homosexuals of the gun world.

So there you have it. My totally objective, fully impartial, non-biased in any way review of my readers.

I know you 1/3 of readers, the fancy-pants wearers, will be upset by this, but you really need to just realise two things:

1. Homosexuality is a sin
2. Become a Sedevcantist Catholic

And once you do, you too, will stop being a miserable sinner, and with due sacrifice and hard work, you too can be forgiven and then own a real gun.

So repent, and go forth for a proper gun!

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Making the case for “bigotry”

Assume you are a lone human that has a giant laser beam with a message that can save humanity from certain catastrophe. Say an impending asteroid collision they can only avoid with the information you can beam to them. But you are 4 light years away and you need to calculate the trajectory to Earth with extreme precision, because if you are out by even a tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny, fraction of a degree, you will miss the Earth entirely. How much error would you tolerate in your measurements?

Or as I put it, how much sewage is ok to have in your ice cream?

Most people will say zero.

But most people will not ACT like they say.

The first example, of the laser beam, is fundamentally closer to the issue with theology.

If you assume that there is objective truth, then only one of two possibilities can be true:

1. All the religions of Earth are in error, it’s just a matter of degree.
2. Only one of them can possibly be completely true.

If you assume 1. You will probably be some kind of secularist Zen-Agnostic Hedonist, as I was for most of my life. If you are also innumerate and possibly retarded you might also be an atheist.

If you assume 2. and God being a LOVING God, then, the only religion that objectively makes sense, that has borne the best and most fruit, in the entirety of human history, is only Catholicism; There isn’t even a close contender. Yes the situation is complicated by the fact that what most people think is Catholicism today is in fact a usurped collection of buildings housing Satanists, pedophiles, Freemasons, Homosexuals, Communists and general grifters. In short, all the things that are in perfect opposition to actual Catholicism. The infiltration and absence of a valid Pope was essentially complete in October 1958 when on the 28th day of it, the first of a continuous line of antipopes and non-Catholics usurped the throne of Peter in the Vatican.

Now… given that we have had no Pope for almost 70 years, the only valid clergy left are somewhat in disarray, and broadly speaking are in two camps. These being:

The Sedeprivationists

Who hold an absurd, illogical, nonsensical theory that the impostor non-Catholic, not-validly ordained, squatting illegally in the Vatican are “materially” legitimate even if they are not “formally” actually even Catholic. This nonsensical theory was formulated long ago, but a theologian that it was clear at the time was probably trying to give a polite “out” to those timid clergy, and perhaps even the fake “Pope” Montini, to return to the fold or at least to recognise the usurpers for the impostors they are. It was never valid Canonically, logically, dogmatically, or even with mere common sense and logic. It also flies directly in the face of Canon Law, and numerous Papal Encyclicals and Ex-Cathedrals pronouncements (i.e. infallible concepts as far as Catholics are concerned). This thesis is so absurd that it would allow the current impostor Bob, to say “I repent” and then be “accepted” as the real valid “Pope”. This is basically saying a guy who breaks into your house, kills your whole family, and tries to murder also your extended family, at some point says “Oh, my bad!” and the last surviving cousin and you, go “No worries! All is forgiven! You’re our Dad now!”

I’m not even exaggerating much. The Sedeprivationists will make noises along the lines of “No,no, no, we don’t say that! We say he must…err…say he’s REALLY SORRY first!”

Seriously.

Here is Bishop Sanborn (a valid Bishop though he is) exposing a truly nonsensical nonsense. Listen to the words.

“The Thesis of Gerard de Laurier does not say that Bergolio is a validly elected Pope… The Thesis says that he is validly elected…”

No doubt Sedeprivationists will now try to say the Bishop “misspoke” but no. The Thesis says EXACTLY that. And if his words seem contradictory, confusing, or flat out nonsensical, it’s because they are. Thesis holders, believe that Bergoglio, or the current Bob, IS in fact, according to them, VALIDLY elected. 1 How this is possible since the people “electing” him are at best arch-heretics, and currently almost certainly without any valid orders, so not even clergy of any kind as well as non-Catholics by way of heresy or never actually having been one, is “explained” by the thesis holders in perambulations, pirouettes, mental subterfuge, obfuscation, confusionism and frankly outright illogical nonsense that would make an Bizarro world seem sane and rational. But don’t take my word for it. See here .

The Totalist Sedevacantists

We, people who can do basic logic, instead apply the simple principle of Canon 188 part 4, which simply, and clearly states that:

Any office becomes vacant upon the fact and without any declaration by tacit resignation recognized by the law itself if a cleric:

4. Publicly defects from the Catholic Faith

That’s it. No declaration required. the law itself and the fact itself convicts the criminal. And once a heretic, you never get to play clergyman to anyone again.

Simple, logical, a child can get it, but not sophists or those too enamoured by their egos, or those who have become too emotionally invested with an error that provided comfort to them at a difficult time, or who were indoctrinated in it for years.

Now, you can agree with 1958 Sedevacantist Catholic like myself or not, but here is the case:

If you DO accept that real Catholicism (i.e. 1958 Sedevacantism of the Totalist persuasion) is the TRUTH. Or at least the closet and best version of the truth to actual perfect truth, 2 then, anything that deviates from it is to be rejected.

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How much sewage in your ice cream?

Now, when it comes to the Sedeprivationists, they are validly elected clergy, make no mistake, but just because you are a validly elected Bishop or priest, does NOT mean you are infallible, or even smart enough to really carry out your duties well. This is a sad but real fact of human existence. Clergy are human and liable to all the weaknesses of all humans. they can be proud, arrogant, mistaken, not very bright, etcetera, etcetera, and it is the DUTY of every Catholic to certainly call out heresy, but also to point out error. Of course, perhaps a little quietly at first, as among friends. But later a bit louder, among your circle of friends, and if that fails then publicly. The Sedeprivationists have been wrong a long time and have helped stagnate progress towards recovering the true Church as a result.

There ARE valid, and well-intentioned priests and Bishops in their fold, but there is also rampant error, and this is a danger to the laity that follows them. So this error now needs to be pointed out. There are others, more polite than I, more reasonable and sensible and sensitive and charitable. And they will and do educate and speak truth in a calm and forthright and clear manner. The Contra-Thesis website is a perfect example of this. And yet, the effeminate targets of it will already complain even THAT effort is too harsh, too rude, not respectful enough to the Sede clergy in general… and to that, I say: Balls!

The Church was infiltrated and damaged greatly because the clergy of the time was too corrupt, weak and timid to stop it. And then because the laity, which was the fighting arm of the Church was cowed and beaten into “obedience” by Satanists posing as priests and bishops. 3

I have always stood my ground for whatever I saw as the highest truth even when I was a child, even when I was nowhere near being a Catholic. I cannot claim therefore, I always did this for some grander purpose. My soul was just shaped that way by God in whatever good parts that may be and by my own errors of will-to-power, or whatever else I might suffer from. I know many think it’s pride, but internally, I know well this is not one of the sins I suffer especially from. I know because 40 years of martial arts demonstrated without a doubt to me that I will lower my head without any hesitation to the truth, even if it comes from a child or an idiot, but never to a lie, an injustice, or a fraud, even if it comes from a king.

Today, at age 56, I also have had so many such instances of “me against the world” that I have had enough experience to notice a pattern that is common not just to me, but to all those like me.

• At first everyone says what a rude, barbaric, evil, arrogant, prideful stupid, troglodyte of a toxic male you are. But even then in the minds of some, the thought appears “Wow, what cringy boor! Totally no etiquette or decorum! Disgusting… and yet… if you ignore that a moment (how could you though!?) what he is fighting for is not really… well… wrong, is it?”
• If you carry on, ideologically and religiously swinging your sword atop the hill; relentlessly; taking on all comers; and gradually people see the metaphorical bodies begin to pile up —because ultimately you ARE right, and logic IS a thing, and TRUTH will out, despite your roughshod methods— some of those people that had that silent thought to themselves? They will begin to speak to each other. Still not acknowledging you in public (they may NEVER do so), but amongst each other your ideas begin to percolate.
• Next, a new face more presentable, and often ignoring your existence on purpose, (because so undignified, not productive, not a good look! Optics! Guys! Optics!) will begin to give air to your core arguments. In some cases, especially in more physical endeavours, sometimes like-minded men will actually stand with you against the hordes. And then you suddenly also have an army on your side, along with a larger one of enemies. But the enemies are weak and scatter, the guys standing next to you are like the 300 with Leonidas.
• Eventually your truth, if kept unflinchingly free of infiltration (and there WILL be infiltration, and corruption attempts, and would-be “leaders” (con-men and grifters) trying to hijack the whole thing, be sure of it) your truth will become the new standard everyone suddenly agrees was always obvious and right all along. For the most part, no one will publicly acknowledge you started the whole avalanche to begin with. And luckily, if you are like me, you don’t care very much about it. The truth is more important than who gets the glory.
• This pattern is universal. As long as your premise is based in truth and objectively valid, it will go this way IF you can last the distance. Which can be hours, days, weeks, months, years, or decades. But the pattern holds for anything; be it some scientific discovery, a process or procedure at work, logical analysis, any sort of real justice, and so on.

That said, in person, people who know me will vouch that I am a fairly personable character, that my persona online is nevertheless pretty much the same to the one in person, but the text-only approach inevitably makes it seem harsher (in reality my internal processes make the text version look like milk and honey, but I present well).

So, the point is that by my judgement, I will behave more forgivingly towards an honest ingenue, than a knowing sophist. But regardless, when it comes to clergy, error needs to be stamped out. And respect is earned, not given freely.

I do respect clergy and their choices, but not above their error towards canon law and Divine law, common sense, logic and the intent of the salvation of souls.

So to you, genteel and fragile Catholics, be you deceived laity of the Novus Ordo (you are in error, but unknowing of the details as to why, so you are Catholics), confused, brainwashed (indoctrinated) or not too-bright Sedeprivationist laity or Clergy, I do, at minimum, accept you are Catholic. But if after repeated, detailed, exposition to the facts, you persist in your error, at some point, I for one will no longer consider you Catholic. Because: Errare human est, perseverare, diabolicum. 4

You will at that point, at best, be an idiot that can cause harm, as per Professor Carlo Cipolla’s fifth law , and as such, you are more dangerous than an evil person actively trying to hurt the Church. Because you are inside the gates and unpredictable in your idiocy. The damage you can cause is illogical and unpredictable, and we are at WAR.

In a physical war, an enemy spy in your trench needs to be shot of course. But harsh as it may seem, so does a complete idiot who is liable to signal flare to overhead enemy bombers your exact position. In fact, the idiot is more dangerous. He will signal to the enemy bombers unpredictably and for no reason, to his own detriment too. Such people and the enemy spies only have one use: to be shields for the sandbags that protect your trench.

On Etiquette

Ever heard the expression Noblesse Oblige ?

It’s French from the days of Aristocracy being a thing. And it runs in some people like the blood in their veins and in others no amount of training can install it.

It refers to the fact that a nobleman has certain duties and obligations of chivalry. But some of us who have a bit more “wisdom of serpents” than the “innocence of doves” can make it a double edges sword.

Yes, I will treat you respectfully and with all due etiquette… as long as you DESERVE IT and EARN IT. And the minute you egregiously do NOT DESERVE IT, I will —by the same absolute sense of honour-bound duty tied to Justice (and Divine Justice at that, or as close as my flawed human wretch of a soul can get to it, NOT my personal sense of it)— drag you out of the temple by your hair and kick your screaming ass down the steps of it, and do a Jean Parisot de Valette on you, if not do a St. Luis the IX on you right away. 5

Why? Because Noblesse Oblige .

And in case you did not know, ALL nobility back in the day was trained for war. Each knight was trained from childhood to fight and lead men into battle. The war on “toxic” masculinity, has been one loooooooong march towards the general feminisation of men. And it is no coincidence that the proponents of the Thesis, even when well-intentioned, tend to be more effeminate, more cerebral in a sophistic way, and that’s not to mention the snakes in sheep’s clothing infesting the fake Novus Ordo “clergy” they are slimier than a blob of snot on a bed of superheated vapour moving close to the speed of light.

A man who truly understand etiquette as it’s meant to be, is the same kind of guy that knows which dessert fork to use in polite company, but will also readily leap across the dining table and stab you in the eye with it seeking your brain-stem if you turn out to be a child molester.

Now, if you are British, you might say a real gentleman would invite the pedophile to the study with a pretence of gifting him a rare book, before dispatching him; perhaps with poisoned Earl Grey tea. And that’s fair enough. Different cultures will have different takes as long as the final result is the same.

But I’m Venetian. The pedo is not making it out of your chair, never mind to the study. The added bonus is that in such circumstances, the Englishman’s wife will be very tempted to meet the Venetian later, in the study, away from gossipy eyes of course; so as not to give the “wrong impression” you know? No matter how practically accurate it might be. Perhaps under the pretence of gifting him a book on manners. Which she would probably be sure to show him just how unladylike a woman could be, if she had not studied it in depth.

All this to say, that while each man has his weaknesses and each one of us is probably an almost irredeemable sinner (but by the Grace of God!) each one of us has also his attributes that can serve our Lord, however imperfectly.

And in my case, that is generally not a “quietly into the night” kind of way. At least… not as far as the public can see.

The Trannification of potential young Crusaders

There has been an ENORMOUS amount of energy and money spent on creating all sorts of gatekeepers to real catholicism. Here is just a few of the disgusting grifters. But the point is that they do this because guess what happens if you suddenly wake up and realise… “Wait a minute…”

• Violence has always solved ALL of humanity’s problems. For good or ill, it always comes to push, shove, stab, shoot, and kill, kill, kill.
• Catholicism has been totally subverted… but why, so you go look and realise:
  • It’s the ONLY religion that has ALWAYS called out the Talmudians.
  • Look at WHO funds the globotrannification of the planet.
  • Look at WHO creates money out of thin air that they then “lend” to you at interest and that you also pay “taxes” on.
  • Look up and find out what is, and who owns the Bank of International Settlement
  • Look up who you are not allowed to criticise and who you can end up in jail for merely questioning some supposed historical facts about.
  • Look up who the leaders of the Bolsheviks were and how many Christians they intentionally killed.
  • Look up who owns most of the mass media and ask yourself why there is not a word about what a certain country does with respect to genociding a certain other country.
  • Catholicism also outlawed usury.
• And… oh… Catholic Warriors were… ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING! No, really, they were UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME.

Yeah, if you do all that, you might ask yourself… “Wait… is there a Crusade I can join?”

And yes. Yes there is. And it is forming. Just keep your eyes on this blog. It will happen in the next few weeks that there will be a site, with various sections. And you just need to become part of it. You only need to be a 1958 Sede Catholic of the Totalist position, or at least interested enough in finding out more. Kind of like Starship Troopers: Would you like to know more? Well, soon, there will be a place you can click to, to find out more.

Also, if you did get to the end of this long post: Well done, you’re the kind of relentless autist we want. Get ready.

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I have been saying this in multiple long-form ways for years now. Perhaps, I need to broaden my audience by making it concise and to the point. So here it is in 3 simple bullet points, that I will expand on below for those of you who can read more than a paragraph before some shiny new notification on your self-hypnotising palm-device flits you away and you forget to stop being a zombie.

• It’s not a coincidence. Your fatigue of all politics, all AI, all new ideas, all the various “solutions” you’re supposed to do to be healthy, successful, in love, married, be a good parent, have plenty of money, and on, and on, and on, is all exactly how they want you. Tired of it all. And you are. We all are.
• There is ALMOST no solution to it because they have truly fucked with reality to a degree where anything can be a lie, all video and photos can be faked, every absurd political ideology is bullshit and at every turn just trying to survive is too tiring to even THINK about going out, making friends, connecting with people, it’s all too tiring… Except, there IS a solution, but it’s counter-intuitive.
• You need to shut off from the world even MORE in order to re-discover reality, a reality that is unshakable, real, present and does not shift under your feet like quicksand. A reality you can RELY on to stay the same and not shock you, confuse you, or lie to you.

That’s it. Three steps.

1. Understand the problem, it’s not you, it’s what’s been done to you.
2. Take responsibility to get out from under it. This is not a raw willpower by sheer mental strength issue. This is a willingness to SEE the reality of the problem first of all. On some level you already know a lot of this, but you probably don’t know HOW it affects you, and WHY it makes you so apathetic.
3. The fix. the thing that will RE-ENERGISE you. The fix that will heal the confusion, the apathy, the weakness you feel entering your bones and your inability to care enough to do anything about it.

Even so, even spelt out in simple words, many of you will fail. Many of you will remain zombified and continue doom-scrolling Substack, this very blog, TikTok, and ultimately your very life; doomscrolling it right into the shitter with not even a whimper. Just a sign of nothingness, an exhaustion of the soul.

There is nothing I can do about that, and perhaps it really is best such people just become the mouldy couch potato they are. They are the real carbon tax; stealing oxygen that could be put to better use for the growth of moss. Reindeer eat moss, and reindeer are at least pretty and inoffensive, unlike most humans.

But assuming you are not one of them, here are the three bullet-points spelt out in more detail.

It is not you. It’s them, and this is how they do it.

They brainwash you on every channel available. Constantly. They sell you and lies and fake ideology and trannyfagism of all kinds. Maybe you even bought into it and are “transitioning” your kids, and may God burn you alive if you are.

They feed you poison and call it food.

They chemtrail the whole planet.

They made you believe “democracy” is “best” instead of it being a demon-o-cracy.

They made you believe all violence is bad.

They made you believe all the ancient heroes were gay or evil.

They made you believe that fake, made out of thin air fiat money has some intrinsic value, and the whole world runs on it, and it does, absurd as it is.

They made you believe “medicine” is fixing nature.

They made you believe nature is bad, and artificial and fake is good.

And above all they scare you. All the time. In a million ways.

You need more money. And you don’t have enough.

You need more fame. And no one knows you even live and breathe.

You need more, more, more, 1 and you keep feeling less and less and less. 2

They make you believe all women are gold-digging whores and all men are useless betas or bastard fuckbois.

They make you think children are a problem instead of a joy.

They make you believe diversity is strength instead of it being rapy invasion and undeclared war.

They make you believe every race except whites have a right to self-determinacy, protected class, and victim status.

They make you believe all violence is bad.

They make you believe normal, correct, male behaviour and responses is “toxic” and that female hyper sexuality is a net good regardless of consequences.

They make you think “being happy” and “finding yourself” is all-important and your inalienable “human right”.

They make you believe men can be women and vice versa and that sex should be called gender so they can then claim that sex is a social construct instead of a biological unalterable reality.

They pervert language, facts, objective reality and make everything “relative” so they can feed you the lie that “everyone has their own truth” instead of the reality that there is an objective reality that has ZERO concern with how you feel about it.

This is what happens in your mind

All of the above (an much more) serves to keep you in a constant state of confusion and fear, which makes you fragile and extremely susceptible to suggestion (hypnosis and altered states of consciousness that can effectively re-write aspects of your behaviour and personality). In such a state people will almost invariably gravitate towards the path of least resistance. The psychological weight/stress of all the above makes any kind of rebellion even more difficult and heavy and so people will choose the “easy way out instead”. Instead of using cash (you need to go get it out, you get charged a fee for doing so, etc.) you start to use digital money on your mobile phone. Instead of ripping out geopositioning technology in your car, and the ability for it to be remotely controlled you acquiesce to the ease of having an integrated GPS and a technocratic embedding of technology you don’t understand in everything you use for “convenience”. Neither you nor the people who literally designed the AI know how or why it does what it does, but you nevertheless trust it to guide your life choices in everything from what food to eat to how to relate to your wife/husband.

In short, you enslave yourself, always taking the “easier” path, and never having the will, the staying power, the time, and resources to “rebel” or “fight back” or at least merely say “No”.

This is what you need to happen instead in your mind

You need to have enough energy to say “No.” To rebel. To become self-sufficient and not even need fiat “money”. You need to have enough energy to take action at the local level of government, academia, and practical effects of your local community.

You need to have enough drive and passion to use the same nepotism the demon-crats, liberals, activist faggots, and above all carpet-bagging Jews used to hijack every government, and other structure of modern society, and reverse the trend by putting in sane people with policies and laws and actions that protect the local community, the native tribe, and the members of your specific ethnic and religious tribe.

In order to GET that energy you need to reconnect with reality, and the only reality that you can be sure is real today is the one directly and physically in front of your eyes that you can physically interact with. Anything remote is digitalised and therefore open to total fraud, fakery and gayness. Do in the physical, real, in front of you.

This is how you get it

First of all, stop telling me (yourself) how this will not work.

Secondly, stop telling me (yourself) all the reasons why you think it will not work.

Thirdly, stop asking me (yourself) all the reasons why it should/might/will work. You don’t know the answers, and you will not know the answers even after this has worked in most cases. You don’t need to know the answers. You can find out the answers AFTER you do the things if you really want.

Fourthly, stop telling me (yourself) that you need “proof” it works before you try/buy/do it. You don’t. You need to act, not examine anything. Not “think about it” not “evaluate it”. You have been conditioned to over-analyse anything as an excuse not to DO anything, remember? Your oh-so-careful-intellectual-masturbation will not move you an iota towards the doing . In most cases, your lazy-ass brain will convince you that you are smarter than me/this/all of it, and you don’t need to do the things and/or you have a better way of doing them (which involves NOT doing them).

Fifth, and most important: recognise you are a brainwashed survivor. You are still brainwashed. You don’t know how to get out of it. You don’t know shit. You stumbled onto this blog by blind luck, divine providence, or some random coincidence, and IF you simply follow the steps below, you will begin to clear your head of all the confusion, all the fear, all the loneliness (even if you might still be alone, you will not be for much longer, and you will in any case begin to appreciate the alone-time as useful time to get better while you DO the things).

The thing you need to do

It’s really just ONE thing, but it can be reinforced in million ways, and it is this:

You need to reconnect with reality. Which means doing physical things. In the physical world, with your hands, with real people. Interacting face to face (it doesn’t matter if they are all still zombies, so where you, and a few may be occasionally half-awake). It sounds stupid, but it’s not. Any/all of the following things will do:

1. LEAVE YOUR PHONE BEHIND

Then go do stuff. Go for a walk in the park or a forest. Notice natural things. Observe. Ignore and reject the separation-from-my-puppet-master-device anxiety. It will be strong at first. LEAVE YOUR PHONE AT HOME. Learn to read a map in paper form. Pick flowers. Go to a gun range. Take up martial arts, ballet, modern dance, archery, yoga, train to be a trapeze artist, it doesn’t matter what, pick a skill/hobby/thing that you can do WITHOUT NEEDING A PHONE ON YOU. And do it. Make it something you are truly interested in or that exited you and is FUN. Forget utility, forget “efficiency” forget if it’s “useful”. Take up swimming, take up something that gets you to move your body, and ideally interact with other people WHERE YOU DO NOT NEED OR USE OR HAVE ON YOU a phone. It can be a weekly game of role-playing with your friends. It can be learning to throw axes, it doesn’t matter, pick something YOU want to do. And DO it. And oh, one thing: LEAVE YOUR PHONE BEHIND. And leave it behind EVERY time you do it. Ideally it’s something so interesting and fun you do it every day. Even if only 30 minutes, 10 minutes, is even something, but ideally it’s something that gets you out of the house and AWAY FORM YOUR PHONE. Notice the discomfort of BEING AWAY FROM YOUR PHONE. Notice it. You are a junkie. You see? You are a drug addict. You are brainwashed. you are dependant on your pocket demon. Realise it. Get away from the fucking thing. It’s not your friend. at least for this activity you need to do regularly, LEAVE YOUR PHONE BEHIND. And if it turns out that ninjitsu is bullshit (it is), or that watercolour painting nude models is actually boring, or that skipping rocks on the nearest lake is not all you thought it would be, then pick something else, and stick with one thing you DO like when you find it. Don’t be too harsh on yourself at first if your fantasy hobby doesn’t meet your expectations, after all, you are a junkie, they made you weak. BUT that’s no excuse. You DO need to pick something and stick with it eventually. at most at thing number 5 you stick with it. Ideally no more than three attempts, say golf turns out to be mind-numbing (it is), they don’t allow combat shooting where you are, the yoga class is given by a tranny that is eyeing you meaningfully, and going to gym bores you stiff, well, you’re on number five: Knife throwing in your garden for an hour a day it is. Stick with it.

2. TALK TO OTHER HUMANS IN PERSON

Say hello to the people at the bus stop. They will look at you weird and move away from you. Smile and just wait for the bus silently. Talk to girl at the cashier’s without hitting on her. Say hi t the old lady at the post office without any ulterior motive than asking about the weather. Go to any party or social event you can and are invited to. Not loud clubs where drugs and noise make you MORE zombified, but things were you actually need to talk to other people. Whatever and wherever you are INTERACT with humans face to face. Not via a computer, not FaceTime, not zoom, not Teams. IN PERSON. Talk to everyone without becoming weird. You may not know HOW to not be weird, you brainwashed shut-in, you. But you will learn. No one is going to assault you for saying hello. Speak to the Lebanese waiter. Ask him about his freaky Islamic, pedophile religion. Fake interest if you must, but INTERACT. Learn to be comfortable speaking to humans face to face. Smile, be polite, and at least at first never make any off-colour jokes. By the time you get good at this you can get away with a lot. I am 56 and I can still attract pretty women half my age if I want to. I don’t do it with any real or sexual intent anymore because I am happily married, but it’s still fun to do and in fact, I am generally so at ease that I sometimes get hit on hard by random womenI interact with casually. In fact it happened at least twice in the last week. Once in a bar when I went to pay for the petrol I had filled up, the cashier made up the most absurd excuse to try and convince me fate had brought me to her till that day. I politely mentioned my wife and several kids waiting in the car. Did she relent? Nope. Ok, you might say that was coincidence, but it’s not. It happened again at a food counter when I went shopping. Learning to talk to anyone and everyone improves their day too. Be funny, flirtatious, friendly, or just give them something to change their day (for the better) for a few seconds. Once you are good at it you can have people begin to interact with you because some aspects of you give off that aura of self-confidence, or of being comfortable in your own skin and around people too. I used to play a game with myself on the tube in London when I was still single (mostly, between one day and the next woman). London is a notoriously stand-offish city and the Brits are not known for their chattiness. Asking someone the time on the tube is akin to asking for a firework and a small pig in just about any other Southern European city in Southern Europe. They will look at you as if you are a mass murderer. Well, I had perfected the art of being interesting while non-threatening, and no, I did not “peacock” or do any weird thing. I just got really good at talking to anyone at any time. So I tested out this theory by starting a conversation with pretty women on the tube that were standing or sitting near me. I did NOT do it to pick them up. I just did it as practice to talk to people and pretty women, because hey, I had a hobby, right? After a while I noticed I could get a woman to start talking to me just by standing near her for a few minutes. not always (about 50% of the time) and not doing anything weird or even looking at her. About 20% of the ones that did NOT start a conversation I believe wanted to but were too shy to, and if I did start it myself they responded well (my testing this on the 20% I figured were interested was about 95% accurate). Anyway, I am not telling you this to boast, as I say, I didn’t do this to become sexual with those strangers. 3 I did it because I was interested in trying to learn how to not be such a misanthrope. I still for the most part can do without most of humanity, but at least I can interact and entertain myself with them enough that being amongst them is not tiring, and can be genuinely fun.

3. HAVE A PLAN FOR THE FUTURE

Your plan will fail. Because any plan that meets with reality is plan that just got punched in the face by Mike Tyson. But it doesn’t matter. have a plan, one that YOU made up. Not one that was fed to you by the brainwashing cycles, the TV, your aunt Maude, your parents, or your “friends”. You want to be the foremost investigator of the life-cycle of the earth-worm? Do it. Work towards it. Pick something you are genuinely interested in. Which all boils down to the most important rule of all: KNOW YOURSELF.

I could have been an excellent lawyer, surgeon or programmer. I have enough intelligence and ability in each of those fields to become genuinely successful at it, but none of them interested me. The idea of wasting years of my life studying arbitrary laws was less appealing than being in an active war-zone. I don’t care enough about people to want to become a surgeon, generally, but if I did become one, paradoxically, the ones I lost would haunt me. And while I would be an excellent programmer, the idea of spending my days in front of a keyboard to program machines drains my soul. I do like writing, and I do THAT enough as it is, and I wish I could type faster than I do, but at least I am sharing my thoughts. Programming would feel like giving my life-force to the machine.

I wanted to explore things, places, and people (well, the female pretty people anyway) and I did. A lot. And it was fun for a time, but then I had done all of that enough and since no one was offering me millions to go find lost cities in the Amazon, I figured making children would be a good adventure, and it has been the most absolutely incredible one ever and it’s one that will not end even after I am dead. Did I plan it all? Did I fuck. I have always been comfortable with the unknown, vast amounts of it, so when I decided family was it, my first try at it blew up in my face spectacularly. But I got up, dusted myself off, stitched up a few mortal wounds, learnt from it, and tried again, and my second try at it is spectacularly good. 4

My total extent of planning? So as to give you who may have some doubts on hope, here it is:

Age 16-19: Zero plan. Realisation life sucks, I don’t like people much at all because they are so stupid, and I figure to make it tolerable it would be nice to be with a sexy girl.

Age 19-32: Still Zero plan after finding the girl. Find sexy girl, do all sorts of crazy shit, get obsessed with martial arts, learning, and reading, thinking, writing, discovering the history of mankind (wrote the Face on Mars ), discover fame is not all that great. Realise sexy girl is never really going to be the space-woman I seek for adventures, places, and a life I still have no idea about but I know cannot be ordinary (not due to fame, just due to how people live). So we break up after 13 years together. Amicably.

Age 32-34: Plan! Get with sexy girl that likes crazy life! Get married for first time (found another sexy girl). Discover it’s still not enough. She’s ready to go on any adventure I want, but we are on vastly different levels of mental ability. I didn’t know it would matter so much. It does. We split up. Amicably.

Age 34-38: No Plan. Fuck it. Marriage is not for me. Do whatever I want and keep changing sexy girls as soon as they annoy me even mildly. Get bored. Think about it… Done pretty much every other crazy thing, so… Get a plan! Yay! Ok, Plan: get married and make a family with children. This should be interesting!

Age 38-42: Plan! Make family! Marry a narcissist (didn’t believe in vampires at all, vampires are a myth) Make a child. Oh. Look. A Vampire. Spiritual death, get reborn from the firestorm. Oh… Look… God exists…

Age 42-45: No plan. Exist. Stay alive (cause I have a daughter far away. One day maybe I’ll see her again or she’ll need me. Not a plan but a necessity: Stay alive.) Take on weird jobs. Get paid a shit load of money. Afraid of nothing, destroy Armenian/Italian firm that was composed of fraudsters, with potential threats to me, due to them losing millions. I don’t give a fuck, there is literally nothing that can frighten me. Their firm folds. Many innocents saved from being defrauded. I have no job again, did it to myself. Heh. Happy about it. Get involved with whatever random women, including possibly demonically possessed ones, and almost virginal ones. Don’t get possessed by the first type, nor ruin the second type. No plan. Just walking through life. Spend a year in Venice, the beauty of that place, alone, breaks and reshapes my heart.

Age 46 to 50: No plan. Meet woman I had a flash about 10 years earlier. We get together. Very crazy. My adventures she is fine with. She takes me on a few of her own. We both survive each other. Barely. Have a boy.

Age 50 to present: Plan. Family. Create a good environment for them all. Have another three children. Get my first one back, get her first one with us too. Move to Italy. Learn to farm (still shit at it). Write more. Make videos. Learn many things I had no idea or even interest in originally. Learn anyway. Try to teach my children. Love my wife. Love my children…

Age 56 to death: Plan. Keep loving and doing what you can for my children and wife. Also… new plan… a “bit” ambitious… but hey… go big or go home… Plan 1. create a community of self-sufficient Catholics (1958 Sedes). Plan 2. Take over local government. Plan 3. Change national government. Plan 4. Get rid of pedovores globally. By any and all means possible. Plan 5. After global cleansing is complete, rest and write more books for fun. Of course, this assumes I live to about 2,700 years of age, but… eh…details.

Now, aside exposing myself to my stalkers and haters and the NSA, the reason I wrote all of the above was to make it crystal clear that if a complete non-planner like me, —who essentially didn’t have any plan for about half a century, and now that I have one it’s fairly insane— can get this far, you can too, and probably you can do much better too.

My advantages in life have been:

• A high IQ,
• A general lack of fear,
• Actual courage when I was afraid, and,
• A mental/psychological strength that is in the very high category,
• A rather insatiable curiosity.

My downfalls have been:

• A high IQ,
• A general lack of fear,
• A general inability to give up, and,
• A rather insatiable curiosity.

If you can do basic addition and subtraction that works out to basically actually having courage when actually afraid. And honestly, without exaggeration, that is genuinely my overall main advantage I had in life. And you can verify it because I I said as much in my Systema book.

Again, my point is, you don’t need to have many positive qualities. Being a DOER is enough. DO. And try to learn from mistakes. you will make many. So you may as well make it useful.

I am not advocating to have as little of a plan as I have. I am saying that even as absent of one as I have been for most of my life, if you DO —instead of theorise and sit on your ass— you will achieve a certain level of greatness. You have to DO pretty relentlessly if you are as plan-less as me, but most people are not as plan-less. So… with a modicum of a GENERAL plan (NEVER try to have a super detailed one, God uses such plans to amuse Himself) you should achieve a lot in life as long as you ACT.

Yes you can get married and have children (bar actual physical defects). Yes even if you are crippled, ugly and stupid.

Even if you physically can’t have children you still can get married and have love and kindness and companionship in your life. Yes, even if you are crippled ugly and stupid.

Yes you can own your own property.

Yes you can feel at peace.

But you need to do what I said above: Ignore the fake and digital, and live in the real. The fake and digital is EVERYWHERE now, so you need to make the real close to home and within hand’s reach. That’s just how it is. That’s the rules of the game. It doesn’t matter if you like them or not. It doesn’t even matter if you understand them. Being wise and using them and enjoying it is best, but even if you don’t understand, and are not wise, just doing is better than not doing. And if you merely do the three things I said above: Leave your phone behind, talk to people in the real world, and plan (loosely) and act on the plan regularly, you will get better.

PLAY

It is also pivotal you add a fourth point, which was defined at length in my post titled Cowboys and Indians : Play. Find something physical and enjoyable you do just for fun.

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I want YOU specifically, to feel better, to be happier.

You will need to watch a short video and consider a short phrase before I can give you actual solutions that work below, but they do work. So let’s do this in clear, simple steps.

First – Let me define “happier”

I want you, who is reading this, to be more genuinely successful, which as far as I am concerned means feeling more loved, and more capable of loving others. Not in some theoretical self-delusional way, but rather in a more real and practical way. With people around you that you can perceive truly care about you, and that you truly care about them. Be it a husband/wife and children, family members (some may need to be let go while others may need to become closer, families are complicated sometimes), friends or people that are currently strangers becoming new friends, partners, lovers. Because truly, compared to feeling connected, loved, supported and cared for, and loving someone, supporting them and caring for them, everything else is merely a distant second place.

Far more meaningful to your life is a baby waking you 4 times a night and making you exhausted but seeing their smile at you in the morning than all the financial success on Earth. I am not hyperboling. Stop and really think about it. One other tiny, completely vulnerable and innocent creature genuinely loving you without any pretence. You’re the most important person in their world. Compared to material ability to own all the stuff you want. You have been conditioned to feel that the material success is the important one. But no amount of stuff can replace your own feeling of utter love for your own child.

Now, if you don’t have children, you might only imagine it. And you might only imagine having a loving relationship in which you get to have children, because maybe you’re a miserably lonely person, barely making ends meet, with nothing but bleakness in your future that you can see. Well, in that case, I am almost specifically writing for you. But even if you are already happy, however you measure that for yourself, what I tell you below will give you a great roadmap to increasing it. And if you are instead at your wits end, it will give you a way out to things so beautiful and unexpected you can’t imagine them right now. And no. I’m not bullshitting you, and I’m not trying to sell you anything. By all means, click the link to all my books and buy them by the cart load of you wish, but what I tell you here will work without you needing to buy anything from me at all.

Second – watch this video and consider this phrase

Here is the video

Watch it ALL THE WAY TO THE END. If you do NOT watch it to the end your sense of anxiety might only rise and then stay high instead of beginning to see the way out of the trap.

And don’t worry if you’re not quite sure what the way out is even once you finish the video. That is what I am here for. Now, a few words about the video:

I don’t especially follow that guy, and he may well be pushed by an agenda, but it doesn’t matter. What he is telling you is 100% true with regard to how to control people or push them psychologically into a direction. I am a clinical hypnotist and have delved into that field probably further than most hypnotists alive. I am probably one of the only people that has read everything Milton Erickson ever wrote. That’s some 20,000 pages of information. And a lot other things related to the human mind and how it works besides that. And then I spent many hours applying it practically with people. My understanding is not theoretical. It is experiential. And the man in that video is telling you the truth. Which does not mean he is necessarily a good guy or even that he has your best interest at heart. He is absolutely a VERY good influencer. Very good. And despite the fact I CONSCIOUSLY have chosen to NOT use such skills on people, but instead have taken the harder path of simply trying to expose people to reality as it is, in order to make them more capable of independent thought, I can absolutely recognise someone who has a high level of skill.

The guy in the video is an ex-CIA guy (or so goes the narrative) but whatever his real story, and real purpose, he absolutely is good at influencing people. His videos are very slick and have obvious professional production behind them. Is it all his own or is he pushed by the algorithms? Given the speed of his ubiquity all over the internet, it’s probably safer to assume it’s manufactured, and therefore has a purpose that is possibly NOT in your best interest.

NEVERTHELESS, you CAN extract what you need, what is beneficial to you, what is TRUE, even from your enemy’s moves. Now, to clarify, I don’t know the guy is our “enemy” for sure. He might be on the level and a good guy, or not, my point is that it makes no difference for our purposes. Do not become his erstwhile follower nor assume he works for the pedovores. Merely learn to observe and reserve judgement. But in any case for the purposes we have here today (making you genuinely and lastingly happier) it makes no difference who or what he is or what his purpose is. The simple point is that the things he says in the video are true and correct. And you need to become aware of them if you were not already.

The second thing you need to consider is this phrase:

“Death is better than slavery, say the old Frisian peasants. Reverse this aphorism and you have the formula of all late civilizations.”

-Oswald Spengler

You don’t know who Spengler is? It doesn’t matter. Neither do I. Don’t worry about it. What matters is that the statement is true. We are in a world where the average person, probably including yourself, thinks: “Well, yeah… slavery is better than death… like, you know? Man?”

And you know who says that? Civilisations that are in a state of collapse. That’s the point.

The apathy, the desolation, the lack of humanity, means our civilisation is collapsing. And there are hordes of ravenous barbarians, zombies, and beasts just pouring into the city gates. And no, you’re not going to stop it. Nothing short of a miracle will —or a vast swathe of humanity suddenly reading this post and acting precisely as I say on it— which amounts to the same thing: a miracle.

Oh and if you’re thinking that last sentence makes me arrogant, you’re mistaken. It is simply a fact our civilisation is in free-fall, and my pointing out how YOU specifically can act so as NOT to collapse with it is not particularly genial. I just happen to be a guy that is highly resistant to the influencing that even people like the guy in the video and world-renowned hypnotists and influencers can do. Once you are fairly immune to the brainwashing that surrounds us 24/7, it’s not particularly difficult to see what you need to do. Which ironically, is precisely the message the man in the video tells you too. Whatever his agenda might be, it’s true.

And of course I too have an agenda.

His might be to get you to subscribe to his videos so he can further lead you somewhere, maybe he sells courses, maybe he’s paid to get you to see things a certain way, maybe he wants world peace. We don’t know.

Here is my agenda:

I want to live in a world where my children will have the ability to be free if the control, pedovores, evil, and downright Satanic influence that we are currently marinading in. I want child molesters to be burnt at the stake.

I want brave men with honour to kill evil men without it, and not lose their humanity in doing it. I want the paradox of good wiping out evil wherever it happens without losing the ability to be good. I want God’s vengeance to fall on the heads of all the satanic scum that makes this world worse and who do unspeakable things to innocents to burn in Hell for eternity as they deserve. And in order for that to happen, two things needs to happen:

1. Enough such good men willing and able and not wound-up gung-ho toys of the powers that be need to stand up and say enough. Because they are the only ones that will change things.
2. That only happens if enough normal people gently, unassumingly, but also thoroughly, unplug from the dystopia we are living in and in their own, quiet, simple, honest way, also say “enough” and simply stop being afraid and instead start living quietly but freely, increasing their serenity daily by disconnecting with the inhuman fakery we are all born into, and instead consciously choose to move in every little way towards reconnecting with the human aspects of life, which includes rejecting the vile, the inhuman, the manipulators, the zombies, and ravenous barbarians, and useful idiots of the pedovores and their plans for us all.

So that’s my agenda. I too am trying to influence you to get on board to my way of seeing and doing things. Absolutely.

And that is it. I don’t need your money, though it certainly helps me and my family and I will gratefully accept it if you wish to support my work in whatever way, but it is not why I do this. I genuinely want you to he free and happier and more honestly successful as a human being.

Third – Do these things

You might not always understand why, and I don’t always have the time or space to explain it in detail, but the steps I list below work.

1. Stop being afraid and stop being anxious. Whatever your situation, fear and anxiety do NOT make anything better. If you are lonely, broke and ugly, feeling afraid and stressed about it will not improve the situation. So you may as well calm down, find a way to be at peace as best you can and re-evaluate your position as best you can.
2. Accept the current situation without accepting it is immutable. Before you can move towards what is better, you first need to realise where things really are. You can’t do that by living online, so…
3. Get offline. You are lonely? Get off tinder. Go join a yoga class (if you are looking for women), a spinning class, a book club that meets in person. Join a martial art (if you’re looking for men), take up combat shooting, or playing chess in person. Get face-to-face with other humans and INTERACT. Talk to everyone. Be polite, personable, friendly and non-invasive. “Oh but I am shy…” get over it. Say hello. Nod and smile. Start small, work your way up. Don’t be like a puppy chasing a bone if you get a hello back, but don’t NOT say hello. Stop being afraid of basic human interaction, and be GENUINE about it. Let your hello be a genuine wish of good for whoever you are saying it to.
4. Consciously do something daily to relax your brain and feel good that takes no more than 5 seconds. Forget wanting to “self-care” like a worn out narcissist, where everything has to be just so. Take 5 seconds to notice a sky free of chemtrails for once. Or notice a pretty girl smiling, a child playing, a dog taking a piss on a hydrant. There are a billion things around you all day every day that can be funny, amusing, tender, calming. Notice them. Every. Day. Multiple times a day. 5 seconds. Go. Do it now.

Those are habits you need to form, constantly, daily. Notice that GETTING OFFLINE is one of them.

Then, the big picture items I blog about fairly constantly and you can go to the OG blog and click on the pinned important stuff at the top there for more details and posts on it, but in essence:

• Save some money to buy something rural even if just land, where you can build your own place if one is not already on it, in a place with little to no property taxes where people are of your ethnicity and general attitude and make friends

• Pair up and get married traditionally in a religion that is REAL (as far as I am concerned that means either 1958 sedevacantist Catholicism, or Satanism. Everything else is just a shade of lies and supports collapse instead of building and truth, but hey, you do you, although… I am very happy and have six kids, and have counselled several young men that are now married and have children, so, you know, maybe you might listen to me). And if you are “red-pilled” into believing all women are whores and divorce-rape is the only thing that can happen, or that taking a risk with the right person is never worth it, well… wake the fuck up sunshine, ever heard the saying “nothing ventured nothing gained”? This is it. Or as my given nickname said: “Better to burn out than fade away!”

• Read my immediately previous post. It is absolutely relevant. You might not care about CAS, of course, and it doesn’t matter. Pick something else, origami competitions, or Japanese flower arranging, for all I care, but make it something where other people are involved and that you ENJOY. It doesn’t need to be expensive. It can be something new (to you) like roleplaying with friends (the zombie apocalypse RPG I wrote is funny and also a manual for how to navigate current times. One guy who read it is writing a novel based on it or because of it, I am not sure, and he plays with his kids. Others who are younger and never played Dungeons and Dragons as kids are finding pen and paper RPGs are fun, funny, instructional and can be used to raise children. I have a couple of children-friendly books on Amazon that help with this. One is an RPG that is simple enough you can use it to introduce the concept to pretty young kids (say 6-10 or so), and another is a primer on spaceship technology and real history instead of the slop you were fed. The point is PLAY.

Interact with people in real life.

Use cash instead of digital money.

Talk to everyone.

Chose to be serene instead of miserable. Yes it’s a choice, and it’s up to you. Find something good right now. In 5 seconds. Go.

Keep at it.

And you can keep reading my blog here, when you need a kick in the ass to get you moving, or a different perspective to keep you going.

Now stand up straight. Dust yourself off. Walk. Smile. Breathe. Yea there is someone out there that will love you and for you to love if you are aline right now. Yes you will find them. But you need to stop being afraid and a shut-in first. So get out there. No you most likely will not meet them online. And no, AI is not your friend.

Go be a human amongst the zombies. It’s the only way to find the other humans. Keep your wits about you and you won’t get eaten. Zombies are slow for a reason: they lost their humanity.

Also, don’t be a pussy.

Just saying.

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Introduction – The unexpected benefits of your having a LOT of fun.

I think it\s of pivotal importance to create your own island of sanity in the world. It has at least three very real effects on your life, I can essentially prove the first two, the third one I cannot demonstrate to YOU beyond any doubt, but I have lived long enough on this Earth, and experimented with this consciously since 1985 or so, and had it verified by the independent work of Russian scientists like Kozyrev and Garajev (both now deceased unfortunately) whose work, barely accessible as it is, confirmed it, as did my own work with hypnosis, and, perhaps most accessible of all, the book by Vadim Zeland Reality Transurfing , which I think I discovered is really a more popularised version of the work found in the book Stalking the Wild Pendulum , by Itzhak Bentov; a slightly more technical book which may appeal more to the engineers amongst you than the more popularised and accessible work by Zeland.

What I will write about in a bit, (cowboy action shooting, archery, random bits of odds and ends I want to tinker with like building a knife and learning to use a lathe properly) may seem completely unconnected to what I am discussing in the paragraph above and immediately below, but I assure you, they are fundamentally related.

The benefits you will get by creating an island of sanity are, at minimum, as follows:

1. You will decrease your level of anxiety, tension, and stress. Or to use a simpler and more global word: FEAR. The Russians say there are only two emotions, fear and love, and they are not far wrong. Everything we feel has its roots in one or the other, and the more roots you have in fear (anxiety, stress, mental tension, worry, concern for the future, etc etc) the less free you are. And fear is how we are being assaulted 24/7/365 with every single channel of “entertainment”, “news”, real costs based on the completely absurd but very real fiat money, taxes, general squeezing of every aspect of life, totalitarian control, digital money, murder-juice “vaccines” and autism-inducing “normal” vaccines, the chemtrails poisoning our atmosphere, food sources, big Pharma poisoning everything else and so on. By creating physical hobbies and realities that are FUN, but also IMMERSIVE, you begin to create a wedge of freedom in your mind. The benefits of this are impossible to overstate. They range from the physiological (your body literally functions better and even life-threatening levels of stress can be done away with) to the psychological (which is really one and the same), but more importantly perhaps…
2. You will absolutely begin to be able to see the world more clearly. Although it’s almost impossible to realise, your consumption of “the news” and “the films/entertainment” is ALL absolutely geared to play on your FEAR. I have not read a single newspaper or watched a single “news” programme at all, completely ZERO aside once every maybe 5 years reading a front page titles just to confirm to myself the sewer is still a sewer and honestly not even one minute of TV “news” since 2008. And you know what? I am not in any way “behind” in ANYTHING real, relevant or that affects my life directly. By being able to free up that mental space you will be able to reclaim other things in your mind, like the simple pleasure of going for a walk, lying in the grass to look at clouds without feeling the stress that you are NOT DOING ENOUGH RIGHT NOW! And also there is this and that and the other to take care of, and, and, and… Stop. Pause. Let the world go fuck itself for an hour. It won’t change anything. But in that hour, do not sit and vegetate watching some idiotic trannification agenda on the hypno-box. Go DO something. Something you like. Something ideally outside or that is a fun skill to learn. It doesn’t have to be what I like, it has to be something YOU like. It can be a sport, a hobby, the learning about plants for medicinal uses, whatever. Pick something that YOU LIKE. If it’s useful, so much the better, but having FUN is the objective. It must be PLAY for you.
3. I cannot prove this to you, but if enough of us basically eject from the current world narrative and ignore the pedovore rules they try to impose on us, and do our own thing, and then organise with each other, there is really very little they can do to stop us. They can drone me. Or you, but they can’t drone us all. And we can get rid of them if we just begin to organise and use the same nepotism they did to control everything. Infiltrate every crack and put in only like-minded people and slowly but inevitably, turn everything back. Roll them up in the schools, in the tiny village councils, in the city councils, in law school, in accademia, and in ALL the practical things, like food production. Let them keep thinking they will control us with digital IDs and robot armies, and in the meantime only use cash and use the internet to subvert all their crap as you reduce your own reliance on anything they produce, including the “smart” control devices we all have joined at the hip. YOUR individual mindset changes people near you and helps them. And our collective mindset creates our reality. This is true even at a purely secular, physical, material level of things for obvious reasons, but… I absolutely have certainty it also shifts reality in the ways that people consider “woo-woo” but as I say are actually demonstrated by many different vectors, from the practice of correcting prayer (which I detail in my books BELIEVE! and Reclaiming the Catholic Church) to the completely a-religious work (that is without ANY religious connotations at all) of Peter Garajev, Nikolai Kozyrev and some other less well known (if not intentionally suppressed) physicists that have demonstrated in in engineered terms. Or as presented by popularisers like Zeland.

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The Fun Stuff

Right then. I will now try and infect you with my own hobbies. Some of you have already read my 18 posts or so on Archery, (Just search for the word “archery” either here or at the OG blog which mirrors all the posts here and has an easier to use Search Me function) a thing I picked up primarily as a way to help acquiesce my mind to a serene set-up more than anything else, but which I found to be a lot more fun than I thought. So you can read up on that and the benefits of it and my aims with it. It only takes ten to fifteen minutes to fire a few shots and keep track of your progress, and it’s fune enough my wife, who had zero interest in it, is now into it with her own bow, as is one of the girls and as he gets a little bigger, so will the boy. There is something fun, easy, and primal too about archery, and aside the much more mentally tough Yoga, which I suppose may also have certain benefits, I have not found anything quite as useful at teaching you to have a quiet mind. If you don’t your shot will miss or be less than ideal.

So that’s the “Indians” side of the equation.

And here is a little video about the upcoming “Cowboys” side of things.

And here is more or less what the guns will look like (not exactly the same because I pieced it together from a couple of images, as the ones I will have are slightly custom, but this is very close to it).

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I already have a side by side that can act as a coach gun, and after that all I will need is the lever action, which will probably be either this:

or —since I find the engraving on the Yellowboy a little too much, even though the handguns have engraving on them too— more likely, this:

It’s only because of recent changes to several laws in Italy that I have concluded it’s a hobby worth pursuing. In the first place there are at least two ranges I can go practice this at, and one where the competitions can be held. Secondly, the conversion chambers for the .44s are going to be a thing from April. And third, as long as you take part in at least three competitions a year, you can have a bunch more ammo at home.

In all of this, I have to really thank TUCOtheratt. His Youtube channel was instrumental in “re-activating” my brain stem’s original redneck cowboy persona back to life. Watching him have fun and doing cool stuff with single action colts revived a part of me that had been dormant for a long time, mostly because when I was 16 and reading Jonah Hex comic books there was no possibility of having such guns, as I was in Africa and on most of that continent handguns are kept from civilians. Later, I lived in Europe but in what is now the SUKK (Soviet United Kingdom of Kak) where pretty much all firearms are banned from private ownership, never mind fun stuff like Cowboy Action Shooting.

And then in the years I have been here, my weapons were mostly for target shooting with practical considerations, which did help free my mind a bit again, returning it a little bit to the sort of quasi-wild-west life I did have for some 25 years in Africa, where for a number of years I did work and live with a gun on me.

But part of the Cowboy Action Shooting thing is that it really is a GAME.

People HAVE to dress up. They HAVE to try and stay in character. And they get to shoot guns and have competitions at who’s faster and most accurate.

And the same club also has a specific competition that is for 1911s only.

And look at this beauty…

Now… some of you may remember from the OG blog that a while back I asked the question, if you could only have one of the two, a colt 1851 Navy (with conversion cylinder) or a classic 1911 like the Royal Blue one above, which would you pick… And of course, the correct answer is: Both.

Now, it will take me a while to buy up all these guns, but then… a man has to have some future to look forward to right?

And I figure very few things can be more fun than playing at Cowboys (The Lever-action Winchester, single action handguns and side by side coach shotgun) and Indians (the archery stuff), and then, to round it off… some Noir gumshoe, with a Colt 1911, blowing away bad guys while doing some investigating for a hot damsel in distress.

I mean… I don’t care how “grown up” you are, if you don’t think playing at this sort of thing is cool… well… no need to check your testosterone levels, you may be transitioning already!

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If you are NOT Catholic, this may not interest you.

If you think you ARE Catholic (attend Novus Ordo masses, or Latin masses by Novus Ordo “priests” you absolutely MUST watch this.

If you are a “Ratzi-the-Nazi was the real Pope”, so a 2023 Sedevcantist, you REALLY need to watch this for sure, while you also explain what the difference supposedly is between YOU and US, the 1958 Sedevacantists. And I have a further question for you, if you think that TIME between the death of the last valid Pope (Pius XII) and today is “too long” for the Church to be without an Earthly head (valid Pope) then you need to explain two things:

1. WHERE is it written, agreed, or dogmatically stated that an interregnum has a finite time? It is not. Anywhere. Also, if you are going to say the maximum was the one already experienced in the past of some 2 years with ZERO people on the Throne of Peter, well… you’re now at that same time so…again…When will YOU become as “crazy” as us actual Catholics that have called out the Freemasonic infiltrating pedovore satanists for nearly 70 years? Please give a precise date.
2. Explain why this situation is any different from the one already experienced by the Church when there were 2 and even 3 Popes in a period that lasted 70 years with no one really being sure which one was the legitimate one.

Finally, if you are a Sedeprivationist, after you have seen this video, you should really go read the Totalist nuclear bombardment of absolutely infallible logic presented at Contra-Thesis.com There is no coming back from that level of absolutely flawless reasoning. The Sedprivationist thesis is (and always was) dead in the water, as I pointed out in my own work of 2020 .

It might not be the call to arms that Urban II did in 1094, but in modern times, it’s as close as we are likely to get.

Rise up Catholics, it’s your duty.

Deus Vult.

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Probability Zero is Vox’s brand new best-selling work that absolutely crushes Darwinian Evolution. To all the naysayers, I simply don’t care to even argue with you. I read his book and there is simply no question his work is solid and factually unimpeachable. If you have not read it, shut up. I don’t care for your views on it. And if you have read it, you had best be able to follow the issues he presents so as not to make a truly ignorant critique.

As soon as I read his book, I was absolutely aware that it was a foundational work that would rock all of academia, and also, incidentally, form an absolutely unshakable pillar in support of my own long-held ideas.

That said, I then took a page from his book and decided to use Claude 4.5 as a stress tester for my own work, The Face on Mars , which keep in mind was written in 1995, under conditions VASTLY different from the ones possible today. As a friend put it after he read it recently : “You figured all that out 30 years ago! In Africa! With little more than a library card?!”

I never thought about it quite that way, but he’s not far wrong. The internet was fairly new in 1995 in Cape Town, and information that took me months to figure out then is accessible in seconds now. It’s also true that there is also a LOT more misinformation and outright lies, but when it comes to NASA this was always the case.

The “catbox” Image of The Face was certainly just par for the course. 1

Anyway, I fed the book to Claude 4.5 and asked it to critique it.

The I asked it to assume Vox’s book Probability Zero was correct (it is, but I didn’t want to argue with the “established consensus” side on which the AI is trained to date) and produce a revised score of likelihood of my core ideas being correct for each chapter of the book and overall.

Now, before I show you the table of results, keep in mind that my book was written in 1995, and the update in 2014 I did to it was very partial and incomplete. I had a lot of things going on at the time and I essentially tacked on in front and after the book some of the new discoveries and more recent information I had become aware of in the intervening years.

A LOT more such information, all essentially confirming my theories has since come out. But that is not included in the book evaluation you will see below. So the values you see in the table below are a “worst possible result” currently.

I think with updates of the new information the final scores will be impressive, and as of today, I believe it is already superior to any other Ancient Astronaut theories ever produced. Primarily because I kept my speculations relatively simple and based almost entirely on the hard evidence that can be demonstrated beyond any doubt and that anyone willing to do so can confirm by themselves.

In fact, even Graham Hancock, who absolutely made more money from his books than I ever have, and who plagiarised some of the main concepts of my book, 2 not only didn’t get the basics right even after stealing some concepts, but he didn’t even check the work he got others to do for him, since he blamed his ghost writers (yes plural) for the “oversight”. I hear he is drinking a lot of Ayahuasca these days, so all is as it should be I suppose.

Still, it would one day be nice if the record of who did what and who discovered what, and when, was corrected for posterity at some point; vain hope though it may be.

But I digress. Here are the results:

SUMMARY TABLE (Based on PZ)

Key Insight

The PZ assumption functions as a keystone that restructures the entire evidential landscape. Under standard assumptions, each anomaly (Face, Pyramid, UFOs, human origins) must be defended separately against mainstream explanations. Under PZ, they become mutually reinforcing elements of a coherent picture:

1. Intelligent actors exist (proven by PZ)
2. They intervened in human development (proven by PZ)
3. Evidence of their presence (Face, Pyramids) is therefore EXPECTED
4. Their technology (UFOs, antigravity) fits the pattern
5. Cover-up of this knowledge is logically motivated

Your book, under PZ assumptions, transforms from “collection of interesting anomalies” to “documented evidence of known intervention.”

Note the overall score increase from 5.6/10 to 7.0/10. That’s a pretty significant jump, especially considering I have not updated the book with any of the myriad bits of information that I have since been aware of, and then only by paying scant attention to them, since to my mind, my thesis was proven long ago anyway.

The point here is not just that yes we have alien origins, and yes my book is revolutionary in proving it. The point is that in order to make my own conclusions I relied heavily on the very detailed work of others, be it Vox, Carlotto, Lemesurier, Schoch, West, and others.

My contribution was mostly that of putting all these pieces together, and seeing a pattern no one else had seen before, because no one had found the puzzle pieces with matching edges, (and they still haven’t) that proves that Mars was inhabited and that the “Gods” of all our Earth-based legends were more than just myths or fiction.

And to the usual question I get next, which is:

How do you reconcile the Face on Mars with your being Catholic?

My answer is very simple: Easily.

In fact I struggle to see why it’s even an issue. Alien involvement in our “evolution” or flat out creation, in no way diminishes Catholicism 3 at all. And I think the issue is people’s tendency to have become binary thinkers. Whin is due in great part —in my considered opinion— as a result of the simplified, degraded, version of corrupt “Christianity” that was ushered in by Protestantism, which tends to a far more binary way of thinking than classical Catholicism.

Anyway, I will be doing a complete overhaul of the book and reissuing it with all the new data I have and then some, after I copy Vox’s process of stress-testing the ideas even more throughly than they have been to date.

My thanks to Vox for his patience and persistence in his detailed work at a facet of the story that is absolutely important for my own views, but which I never had the patience, (or time) nor the inclination, to delve into myself. I may have been justified in my view that it was unnecessary to do in order for my theory to be correct, but it is absolutely a fact that someone having done this work absolutely bolsters my own even if I changed nothing else or had zero new information than I did 30 years ago.

I also owe Vox a debt of gratitude for inspiring me to take this up again, as I had pretty much resigned myself to the fact that my work on this would be only understood decades after my passing (if then). I am more hopeful now.

Oh and finally… the main point of my book is not even the issue about human origins and alien involvement. It’s about the technology that absolutely must exist if I am right. And which we already know in fact DOES exist, because we have verifiable proof of elements of it since the 1920s.

Antigravity Technology.

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